Monday, September 22, 2003
Incommunicado
I think I should speak now
I can't seem to speak now
My words won't come out right
I feel like I'm drowning
I'm feeling weak now
But I can't show my weakness
I sometimes wonder
Sometimes this is really familiar. Hell, most of the times it is. It is very frustrating to feel a need to talk, but to be unable to. Not because there are no words, but because there is no understanding of the thoughts to begin with. No clear thinking, as if my mind is all gone to mush. I have no reason other than "life and living", but do I need a reason? Or am I allowed to just feel the way I feel? It doesn't really matter. It happens. And when it does, eh. When it does it does. All I can do is sit it out and hope it will pass quickly.
Ages ago, people had it much better. The average life expectancy was only about 30 then, I'd long be dead :)
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