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Wednesday, October 01, 2003

Courage 

What is courage? Is it someone who feels he is immortal, running into a burning building to save someone? Or is it the agoraphobic going out to a concert of shopping mall? Whatever it is, I have seen it very often, close to home.

I don't think I will ever lose the awe that I felt when I realized my SO was willing to fly thousands of miles to meet me. For the very first time. A very scary undertaking. Scary because of the trip, scary because of us meeting for the first time. But she did it. And you know what? She did it again after that, and again. And now ... again.

Ofcourse I am scared. Scared something will go wrong dduring the trip, scared that I won't be worth the hassle and scaryness of the trip. But most of all, I am happy she is taking this risk and scary trip once again. In about 15 hours, I hope to hold her again.

Gawd, she still loves me, after all this time and knowing me so well.

# posted by Arsenic @ 7:41 PM
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